Defense Mechanism

Okay to start off, I would like to officially say I have mental problems. What is with me? What's so wrong with interacting with the person I like? Why do I tend to either shy away or worse, snob away. 

Defense mechanism. That's the word of the day. Gosh Auds, why in the world would you for the love of all things fluffy, be so snobbish and mataray around someone you like?! To top that off you didn't have to be so snobbish, conceited and proud around his friends. Control yourself, before things get out of hand! Oh wait, things already got out of hand. :\ 

And this is me, just brooding over something so simple and yet the gravity of it all, is inexplicably heavy.